For a Monday — to just get off from a weekend — I feel very sluggish. My swim today — I was alone by the way — sucked. My knees were stiff and my arms felt like jelly. I ran into Pascal, but that’s another story. And I’m still feeling the lingering effects from my fall during our hike (my shorts rub against my knee cut) and from either two mosquito or two flea bites on my crotch. Damn the summer. … Continue reading…GRRRR
This is the last week of the quarter and the start of Finals week. This my second to last finals week, and I am anxious for it to end. I have all of my finals on Friday, so I have to study hardcore to prepare. I also have a five page paper due next Monday, which I guess replaces a in-class final. Right now I’m finishing up a seven page paper that’s due on Tuesday. Two more pages to go, but I don’t see how much I can pump into it. Grrr. … Continue reading…My Second To Last Finals Week
If I had a hand that only had three fingers on it, then I would be able to count the number of weeks left in the quarter with that hand. What I used to see as a light at the end of a long tunnel has instead become a quicksand trap. Not including finals week, there are two weeks left, and that means that I have papers up the ass to write. Five papers in two weeks. Seems managable if you didn’t have the low attention span that I do. Grrr. … Continue reading…The Quarter Is Coming To An End
Only a few months away from graduating college, I suddenly found myself caring about what to do after. Trying to pass time a few minutes before class, I glanced through the California Aggie and saw advertisement for a practice GRE test. Today, I took it with a bunch of friends — too many to type — and boy did it go well! … Continue reading…Took A Practice GRE Test
Even though I realized that there are only three and half more weeks of school left, I still have this aching feeling of unfulfillment and despair. As the end of the quarter draws near, the days will inside feel like prolonged suffering at the hands of time. I have nothing to shoot for anymore, nothing to gain. It’s all just an everlasting spiral into nothingness. I need a life. … Continue reading…Oh God…